but you wanted to do it the hard way and find it out by making your own mistakes.
That money doesn't grow on trees and there's other things, that aren't clothes and food that i'm going to have to start working for.
That you can never really know life so well that you know whats around the corner. No matter how figured out you think you are.
That life is so precious that I'm not prepared to start killing myself. I've had a close one and that close one made me think about how much worse it could be. It made me think about the past 24 months of damage i've done to my body. The fact that i can feel the difference, the risk i'm putting MYSELF in. I'm just not prepared to poison my body to have a fun(?) time, that i could just as easily have sober! Because of drinking i feel
-stupider, lack knowledge
-cbf at school
-memory loss
There is a reason why the laws are there and i'm prepared to follow most of them.
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